January 2012
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We accept the love we think we deserve
M: Busy?
CR: Just chillin. What's up
M: I was thinkin. And debating with myself. I'm starting to think about you more and more. So I obviously am feelin you. I think i'd rather cut this with us so I don't get... attached. And then hurt. Silly me...
CR: Awww man I don't know what to say.
M: You don't have to say anything. It's just somethin I realized and need to stop before it gets outta hand. You're dope. If only...
CR: :-|
M: You're supposed to say somethin along the lines of "thanks, you're friggin cool as shit too. It was fun while it lasted. Holler on the flip side." Lol
CR: You are cool people!! U know that. And I like what we do I'm just not down for commitment or relationships.
M: Yeeeaah I figured as much. And I really enjoyed what we did. But I am down for commitment/relationships :) And I think I deserve it.
CR: Ok
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That awkward moment
When you realize you start to LIKE your fuck buddy and imagine what it would be like to actually go on a date with that blind fool.
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I'm a smart woman...
but so dumb when it comes to men.
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Unexpected
I’m not supposed to like you.
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It's 20fuckin12.
I’ve decided to give up the following until my birthday (which is in mid-March):
Alcohol
Soda
Casual sex
That last one may be the most difficult. Fuck (see, even my choice of foul language relates to it. I’m hopeless).
Haha I’ll be good. HAPPY NEW YEAR :)
December 2011
7 posts
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“I want a man to love me the way a woman can”
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You Ain't Gotta Lie To Kick It
That’s what I told CR last weekend when he hit me up the morning after I texted him sayin he was already sleep when I had texted. Yet I saw him tweet lmao. I wasn’t hurt or anything that he didn’t really wanna see me. I was more like “this isn’t a big deal to be having to lie about.” Yanno?! I mean, you’re not my man and I’m not your girl. Nor am i...
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Friends With Benefits
I’ve had a handful of casual encounters. No one night stands with strangers but one nights (or a couple) with dudes I’m cool with. The most casual steady relationship I had was with my homie MF. MuthaFucka. Haha I just noticed that! Anyway, when we were in middle school I had a fat ass crush on him. Years and a kid (his, not mine) later he asked when we were gonna kick it. I had broken...
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Recap of What Went Dizown
So I went to his place on a late night tip because, well, I had other shit I was doin. I felt a lil bad just because I told him not to have me waiting forever for him… then I go and get caught in other plans. Haha. Anywho, I got to his place a lil after 1am. We went straight to his room, I kicked off my shoes and gave him the extra Jamba Juice I had. He gave me a glass of Jack and Sprite. We...
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Mission Complete
I got some. And it was gooooooood!
Go me!
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On A Mission
I just hit my girl Kris up with a text that said “I’m on a mission Lol”
What kind of mission am I on? A mission to get laid. Particularly by the guy I last posted about. Honestly, we’ve been exchanging words about what we enjoy and I feel stuff like that is a great form of foreplay.
Why did I start off with telling you I hit my girl Kris up with that? Because I think my...
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Potential Cuddle Buddy
So yesterday I went to CR’s place to kick it before goin to a concert with the homies. Why’d I go to his place? Because he’s invited me over several times and I always say next time I’m in the area - and I end up not coming over when I actually am in the area. So yeah, finally I did.
I got to his condo and his bedroom door was open with basketball playing. The front room...
October 2011
7 posts
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Huey Freeman Tweeted:
#Arealboyfriend DOESNT CHEAT
—- so I guess I’ve never had a real boyfriend…
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"Are you mad at me?"
I was on FB chat when this guy I dated about 4 years ago hit me up last night. For some reason when I’d try to reply it wouldn’t lemme type. In the span of 2minutes, I kid you not, he said the following: “Where are you? How are you? Are you mad at me? I miss you. So so much.”
Mind you I haven’t heard from him in near a year. But really? I don’t reply within a...
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“Get gone with that shit, playa.”
– I didn’t say it TO him but I said it aloud in reaction to our chat. Tryna hit me up with some freaky talk? No. Now you know what you lost, dumbass.
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He said...
he just has a feeling that we’re going to end up together.
Made an international call to him to greet himHappy Birthday. We dated YEARS ago. Hadn’t really talked to him in a minute and when I greeted him HBD on Facebook I told him I woulda called if I still had his number. When he woke up (and as I was hoping to sleep) he messages me on gtalk with his number. I call. He sounded so...
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It's A Cold World...
…tryna be happy for my friends who are in love and/or just found it when I don’t have THAT kind just yet.
September 2011
4 posts
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“I’m a recovering undercover over-lover
Recovering from a love I...”
– Erykah Badu
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Dear Long Distance Past Love
I miss you.
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Bullshit Ass Exes
So my ex from fuckin 6 years ago hit me up recently and told me he was glad he fucked my friends while we were together.. that he didn’t feel bad about it.. and he proceeded to call me a useless bitch and a hoe.
I haven’t seen him in over 5 years and could give a rat’s ass about him. In general I am a very nice and forgiving person. This fool though does NOT deserve anything...
July 2011
1 post
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You Are The Prototype
Dear Prototype,
What is it about you? Could it be your handsome face and strong manly physique? Or your intelligence and witty humor? Perhaps it’s the energy you put into giving back to your community and the love you have for the world. I’m certain it’s all of the above and then some. You are the prototype. You are everything I’ve wanted in a man and could possibly ever...
March 2011
2 posts
Via Daily Horoscope on Facebook
Your Love Horoscope
You are going through a rather intense period when it comes to love, Pisces, so today may not be a bad day to just take a break. Whether you are single or attached, this situation that is so intense for you does not seem to be going away any time soon, so taking a break will actually do you both some good. You need and desire cooperative and harmonious relationships, and you...
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We Accept The Love We Think We Deserve
I know what it feels like to be treated right.
I know what it feels like to be treated wrong.
In the end it’s all what we accept of people - what we allow them to do, how we allow them to treat us. After going through bad relationships over 5 years ago, my best friend and I promised each other that once we started feeling disrespected in a relationship we’d chuck up the deuces. Be it...